Kiefer Nickname Shrek Head =] X

Keifer..He meant everything to me... Meant the world to me in fact... The ride or die..I cant belive that he has gone...

Let me start.....

I met keifer at our school leaving prom, over the years at school he always used to call me when i was with my girls rub my back or throw paper aeroplanes and they accidently used to hit me in my head, or pull down my tracksuit bottoms for a laugh in pe. Hehe him and his stupid ways.... they always made yhu laugh though....

At the school leaving prom he pulled me away from my girls and to one side, it was chucking it down my make up was gna run down my face and he took of his suit jacket and placed it over my head :)... he said to me ... iive been trying to get your attention for nearly 3 years now girl... i burst into laughter and went bright red.... felt such a fool but i jhus sed yesss....

Went bak in everyone cheering and saying congratulations to us :) my life changed from that day.....

We was always togeather, but we had our days apart when he did his own thing and i did mine, we was still on the phone to each other telling each oher how much we loved each other and how we was mising each other...


the 1st of september it was my `18th Birthday and we went out celebrating, we talked about children and he said he wnated at least 7 or 8 hahaha or even a whole football time the mad head!!... i told him we would start a family in a couple of months... little did i noe he wouldnt be here =[

3RD OF SEPTEMBER... i was out shopping with my girls and i got a phonecall telling me that my sister was going to pick me up... my heart started beating faster i thought what has happened.... sat in the car biting my nails rocking backwards and forwards begging ocean to tell me what had happened..... i saw her crying, tears began to fall but i didnt no what had happened...i did then when we pulled up outside Keifers house i started screaming running in the house screaming his name... there was police and paramedics and there he was... just laying there on the living room rug the one we had cuddled up to just days before.. they frantically pumping his body sees his head rolling to the side, his arms laying lifeless by his body....... i was holded back mascara running down my face i memba shouting you cant leave me yhu just cant do this to me,cum on bby cum on please.....More tears, falling to the floor as they said those words everyone dreads to hear does everyone agree? time of death 10.21.. we are so sorry... How can they even say sorry? there life aint been ripped into shreds? they aint lost a loved one, who CAN NEVER EVER come back...

Taking his hand it was still warm, the police told me to say my last goodbyes....kissing his cheek, i silently whispered your free my angel my baby, i love you so much... kisisng him for the last time as i watched his body be covered up and led out the house...



My life ended at 10.21 am when his heart gave up, and the lord called him home..So many questions i didnt ask, how i wanted those questions answered right there and then...
He was fit and healthy he played football and basketball, he was loved by so many people, hated by nearly anyone.. He did have his whole life ahead of him, why did it have to be snatched away at such a young age.


We lay him to rest 2 weeks after the cause of his death was foudnt out,burying the other half of yhu at my age, noone should ever do, the day before laying him to rest i foundnt out that i was 4 months pregnant.... something that he would of been over joyed with, i am now curently 5 and a half months pregnant....

The church was packed , everyone had come to pay their respects... i thank the vicar for helpin us through the service....

His ashes are now at his house where i am currently living, they come with me when i go to bed, i havent changed the way of the room that we shared, everything has stayed the same...

Ii miss him sooo much..Ii wish he could of stayed....

His memory wil also live on in his unborn child, who sadly will never got to meet there father, but i no he will be shining down , his presence is still felt around the house......



***Triibutez FrOm Friiendz..Nd Famiily I Miss yhu And your stupid jokes about my bird Head!! Yhu always knew how to make me laugh even when i was feeling low, gone but never forgotton


Liam---> Evrn though you are gone, memories will forever live on rip younger one..

Sycho--> Yhull Always be My G Keifer... BAP BAP!!! Nuff Love -1-

Angel--> Mine Name..Thats what you are now.. the lord decided it was time for yho to go, you broke so many hearts and so many tears were shedded, but i no your up in the sky watching over us...

Hayden--> Its such a shame i didnt get to know you much more, shame i didnt get to see you one the courts for another battle, would of beaten you still fam word up!! sleep easy look after your wifey and unborn princess G!!!


From Alicia And Jermaine:-->Words cannot even begin to express how much we both love you, and how much we both miss you.. Yhu always said we was the couple from hell haha, always rowing and always getting back togeather, one day i said youd leave your wifey and you wouldnt go back to her, i never in a million years did i think this would come true, i wish i could take back those words that came right out of my mouth that day, but you now i was joking becuz you turned round and said even if i was dead id still be haunting ma wifey {rei rei her peng nickname haha} in the shower hahah bap bap ca im showa like that arent i :) Its funny how just days before you was in our yard catching joke and drinking with the wifey next your gone... yhur loved soo much ....


Kyaden--> Ma fav cuzin ever!!! the last thing yhu sed to me was on ma 18th bday innit and yhu sed one day yhud beat me at pro, ha i was too sik for yhuu.... well have a re match ey at dem gates when its my time, sleep easy tho bruv..


From All Of Keifers Friends: We May Have Lost A Friend But We Have Gained A Guardian Angel...[x] Forever In our Hearts ..