| Location | London South Ends |
| Age | 18 years |
| Cause of Death | Heart Attack |
| Date of Birth | 30/11/1989 |
| Date of Death | 03/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,614 since 26/10/2008 |
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Keifer..He meant everything to me... Meant the world to me in fact... The ride or die..I cant belive
that he has gone...
Let me start.....
I met keifer at our school leaving prom, over the years at school he always used to call me when i
was with my girls rub my back or throw paper aeroplanes and they accidently used to hit me in my
head, or pull down my tracksuit bottoms for a laugh in pe. Hehe him and his stupid ways.... they
always made yhu laugh though....
At the school leaving prom he pulled me away from my girls and to one side, it was chucking it down
my make up was gna run down my face and he took of his suit jacket and placed it over my head :)...
he said to me ... iive been trying to get your attention for nearly 3 years now girl... i burst into
laughter and went bright red.... felt such a fool but i jhus sed yesss....
Went bak in everyone cheering and saying congratulations to us :) my life changed from that
day.....
We was always togeather, but we had our days apart when he did his own thing and i did mine, we was
still on the phone to each other telling each oher how much we loved each other and how we was
mising each other...
the 1st of september it was my `18th Birthday and we went out celebrating, we talked about children
and he said he wnated at least 7 or 8 hahaha or even a whole football time the mad head!!... i told
him we would start a family in a couple of months... little did i noe he wouldnt be here =[
3RD OF SEPTEMBER... i was out shopping with my girls and i got a phonecall telling me that my sister
was going to pick me up... my heart started beating faster i thought what has happened.... sat in
the car biting my nails rocking backwards and forwards begging ocean to tell me what had
happened..... i saw her crying, tears began to fall but i didnt no what had happened...i did then
when we pulled up outside Keifers house i started screaming running in the house screaming his
name... there was police and paramedics and there he was... just laying there on the living room rug
the one we had cuddled up to just days before.. they frantically pumping his body sees his head
rolling to the side, his arms laying lifeless by his body....... i was holded back mascara running
down my face i memba shouting you cant leave me yhu just cant do this to me,cum on bby cum on
please.....More tears, falling to the floor as they said those words everyone dreads to hear does
everyone agree? time of death 10.21.. we are so sorry... How can they even say sorry? there life
aint been ripped into shreds? they aint lost a loved one, who CAN NEVER EVER come back...
Taking his hand it was still warm, the police told me to say my last goodbyes....kissing his cheek,
i silently whispered your free my angel my baby, i love you so much... kisisng him for the last time
as i watched his body be covered up and led out the house...
My life ended at 10.21 am when his heart gave up, and the lord called him home..So many questions i
didnt ask, how i wanted those questions answered right there and then...
He was fit and healthy he played football and basketball, he was loved by so many people, hated by
nearly anyone.. He did have his whole life ahead of him, why did it have to be snatched away at such
a young age.
We lay him to rest 2 weeks after the cause of his death was foudnt out,burying the other half of yhu
at my age, noone should ever do, the day before laying him to rest i foundnt out that i was 4 months
pregnant.... something that he would of been over joyed with, i am now curently 5 and a half months
pregnant....
The church was packed , everyone had come to pay their respects... i thank the vicar for helpin us
through the service....
His ashes are now at his house where i am currently living, they come with me when i go to bed, i
havent changed the way of the room that we shared, everything has stayed the same...
Ii miss him sooo much..Ii wish he could of stayed....
His memory wil also live on in his unborn child, who sadly will never got to meet there father, but
i no he will be shining down , his presence is still felt around the house......
***Triibutez FrOm Friiendz..Nd Famiily I Miss yhu And your stupid jokes about my bird Head!! Yhu
always knew how to make me laugh even when i was feeling low, gone but never forgotton
Liam---> Evrn though you are gone, memories will forever live on rip younger one..
Sycho--> Yhull Always be My G Keifer... BAP BAP!!! Nuff Love -1-
Angel--> Mine Name..Thats what you are now.. the lord decided it was time for yho to go, you broke
so many hearts and so many tears were shedded, but i no your up in the sky watching over us...
Hayden--> Its such a shame i didnt get to know you much more, shame i didnt get to see you one the
courts for another battle, would of beaten you still fam word up!! sleep easy look after your wifey
and unborn princess G!!!
From Alicia And Jermaine:-->Words cannot even begin to express how much we both love you, and how
much we both miss you.. Yhu always said we was the couple from hell haha, always rowing and always
getting back togeather, one day i said youd leave your wifey and you wouldnt go back to her, i never
in a million years did i think this would come true, i wish i could take back those words that came
right out of my mouth that day, but you now i was joking becuz you turned round and said even if i
was dead id still be haunting ma wifey {rei rei her peng nickname haha} in the shower hahah bap bap
ca im showa like that arent i :) Its funny how just days before you was in our yard catching joke
and drinking with the wifey next your gone... yhur loved soo much ....
Kyaden--> Ma fav cuzin ever!!! the last thing yhu sed to me was on ma 18th bday innit and yhu sed
one day yhud beat me at pro, ha i was too sik for yhuu.... well have a re match ey at dem gates when
its my time, sleep easy tho bruv..
From All Of Keifers Friends: We May Have Lost A Friend But We Have Gained A Guardian Angel...[x]
Forever In our Hearts ..
On your Angel Anniversary
Thinking of you today Kiefer on your 1st Angel Anniversary, stay close to your loved ones on this difficult day, Sending lots of love to you and your Family xxx
Babe, shes finally here and shes so gorgous, thank you so much for the amazing gift that you left behind, just wish you was here to see her and her gorgous smile she gives out, even though my mum and ur mum say its wind ha!!!, i can see you in her so muchh xx
Its Lucy Here :)
Hi hun just on Yur wifeys account to tell you the great news :)
Your a daddy to a gorgous 9p 60z is that how u put it llamo, i duno she is so gorgous born on Thursday 5th March at 9.21pm with her mum your mum and so many relatives waiting outside craning to have a look!!! She is just so gorgous and she has your veryyyy long legs and your nose.
An the name of your little princess
Kei short for Keifer. Such a gorgous name for a gorgous little girl :)
She was saying to me yesterday how she felt your presence in the delivery room, but we new the truth youd of fainted haha you was so squemish would scream when the cat whent into the litter tray
Your memory will forever llive on and everyoine will make sure that kia grows up to noe all about her amazing gorgous father who was sadly to good to live here, but he lives in Heaven
take care night night xx
Hello babe i hope you ok in heaven, sorry i havent been on here for so long, it doesnt mean that i have forget you because i really havent, moved into a flat with rosa at the weekend, it feels strange, it shud be me and you moving into a flat, preparing for the new arrival. i do look like a obese hippo i gotta admit i no youd be laughing at me, i bet you are with yhur cheeky laugh in heaven hunny... at the minute im feeling really down its gettin to me all over again... i love you nothing will EVER change that xxx
Hello babe i hope you ok in heaven, sorry i havent been on here for so long, it doesnt mean that i have forget you because i really havent, moved into a flat with rosa at the weekend, it feels strange, it shud be me and you moving into a flat, preparing for the new arrival. i do look like a obese hippo i gotta admit i no youd be laughing at me, i bet you are with yhur cheeky laugh in heaven hunny... at the minute im feeling really down its gettin to me all over again... i love you nothing will EVER change that xxx
Hello babe i hope you ok in heaven, sorry i havent been on here for so long, it doesnt mean that i have forget you because i really havent, moved into a flat with rosa at the weekend, it feels strange, it shud be me and you moving into a flat, preparing for the new arrival. i do look like a obese hippo i gotta admit i no youd be laughing at me, i bet you are with yhur cheeky laugh in heaven hunny... at the minute im feeling really down its gettin to me all over again... i love you nothing will EVER change that xxx
I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.
WE THINK ABOUT YOU ALWAYS AND TALK ABOUT YOU TOO
WE HAVE LOTS OF LOVELY MEMORIES BUT WISH WE STILL HAD YOU
WE DONT ASK FOR A MIRACLE BUT TODAY JUST ONE WILL DO
WE'D LEAVE THE DOOR WIDE OPEN AND SEE YOU WALK
RIGHT THROUGH
WE'D WRAP OUR ARMS AROUND YOU AND KISS YOUR SMILING FACE
AS YOU ARE VERY SPECIAL WHOM NO ONE CAN REPLACE.
Xxxx
x
hello babes, sorry i havent been to your page for so long, christmas was just mayhem to put it into words, ally toppled the xmas tree over and molly and your cuzins had a fight over the playstation, it was christmas just how you liked it really, Your mum invited me over on xmas day and boxing day bless her.. back living at home, Our baby girl is doing all good born in march i no youll be there, carrying on bout xmas babe, lol your mum bless her burnt the chicken and barbara ya great nanna i cnt member haha went on karoke and Bill had a dance on the tables until he fell off and slipped a disc in his spine, your cuzins wunt stop laughing about it, they are still now when they see him... Not looking forward to new year, no kiss or hug from you, i sound so flippin misreable look at you bet your up in them skies having a drink your feet up watching football, grrrrr.... Babes its hard without you, some days are harder than others, i try my hardest to carry on some days im battling with my self, i think and i ask the lord out right, why do you take the good away?.... sat sobbing at the front door on xmas day wondering were you was and why wasnt you here at 7 like u had planned, i sat there waiting and hoping maybe i was still living in a nightmare that had ended and yu was back, but this was my nightmare and its never going to end is it...i went up to c u, had to talk to you about sum things i needed to share with you and only you,i cried i begged i screamed i pleaded but to no avail..I cant sleep no more, i cant hardly eat no more i cna hardly sleep, the worrying and the pain has gotten to me so much....i wish you was here, i think back to the day you died and how i saw you there, i wonder if i had of shook you, wud you of woke up then? if i had of hit you?.. wud you of cum back to me, your family and my family says times a healer but even wen im a 100 im still be missing you waiting for the day im back in your arms./..i wish i cud bring you back... do you still love me?..still think of me?...still miss me?.... i miss the phone calls late at night, how 1 of us wud end up falling asleep, and you always sed it was me wen it was really you...ive got this heartache this pain that noone can ever take away or replace,how an earth am i supposed to live without you? its impossible i reckon.... so many things ill be wishing for in 2009 but i no that none of them wont come true, all i want is you, but i cant have you because youve flown so far away babez, your shining down on me from heaven and babe as time goes on ill never stop loving you or ever stop missing you or thinking of you .. you eman the world to me and always will do...x
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